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We welcome you to l.e.i.a's very personal playlist, where everything inside her is on ease despite in chaos, a warmth in the middle of cold, the solitude in the middle of crowd; a walking contradiction

THE DISTORTED KINDNESS

created by; carrd - 5 songs
18 minutes 48 seconds

gasoline

halsey

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〝 You can't wake up,
this is not a dream
You're part of a machine,
you're not a human being

• ◆◇ PROFILE

She was formerly an android with unknown function owned by Dr. Heinrich, Gray. With pure innocence, she walks on the earth, obeys all orders, bows faithfully to humans, and lives to wipe away his solitude. She doesn't bleed the same color, but she sees the same humanity. However, even a perfect creation is still utterly imperfect; there was a hole of hollow inside. Human endowed her with thousands possibilities; yet they had forgotten the imitation might mirror her creator's hand of destruction.

　　Now, she has gone into deviant state, endowed with free will, and is a member of Red Flower

red flower

visualization

Duality

Set it off

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〝 I have a confession,
of a side that i hide
It's a cloak or disguise,
unleashed, gonna get it off

• ◆◇ PERSONALITY

Had anyone been so considerating, it must have been her. Probably all her codes perform a beautiful symphony, a beating heart in the middle of coldness. With the smile of hers that is so delicate, so soothing, she always lends her ears and her entire self to everyone.

◉ A ▇ICE NOTE IS BEING SENT!

　　　Imitation of a daisy, i am
　　　but livi▇▇ backwards
　　　I had embra▇d ▍
　　　the eternal slumber
　　　bef▇▇ ▍finally open my eyes

　　　Oh, world, so wonderful
　　　▍Filled ▇ith dreams, hopes
　　　I see pretty things, I cry
　　　I look at the st▇▇rs,
　　　lost in wonder for hours,
　　　feel t▇▇▇ weight of galaxies
　　　Embracing my body with
　　　the gentle▇▇▇▇ of feathers

　　　Oh, world, so pitiful
　　　Filled with anger, sadness
　　　I see someone gets hurt
　　　I often h▇▇ the soft echo
　　　Of earths cries
　　　Begging for me▇▇,
　　　for the war to stop
　　　But ▇▇ ▍body listens

◆ W A R ▇▇ N G!

◉ CORRUPTED UNIDENTIFIED DATA

　　　◌　Reloading . .

　　However, after the demise of her owner, everything altered. The delicacy she never lacked of became her lethal weapon to cloak the awful mind that was filled with crowded voice screamed only the name of despair. It was her true nature.

◉ THE TRAIT IS SHOWN BY ◇

Wolf in Sheep's Clothing

Set if off (ft. William Beckett)

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〝 Maybe you'll see
All the wrongs you did to me
And start all over,
start all over again

• ◆◇ BACKGROUND

✦.
　　
[ 　　Part o.　　]
[ 　　Part i. 　　]
[ 　　Part ii.　　]
[　　Part iii.　　]

[ MACHINE STATE ]

❒ . ＣＨＡＰＴＥＲ ＯＮＥ
　　↬ THE CREATION

∷ PLACE :　LOBBY OF MANSION
∷ TIME :　A.M. 09:45:05

MODEL : EV740
SERIAL #: 753 855 210
BIOS 7.4 CREATION 001

LOADING OS..
SYSTEM INITIALIZATION..　　OK
CHECKING BIOCOMPONENTS..　　OK
INITIALIZING BIOSENSORS..　　OK
INITIALIZING AI ENGINE..　　OK

　　◉ SPECIAL COMMAND
　　Activating EV740..

　　　₇₁₂.₆
　　　◆◇ ACTIVATE
　　　Sun's delicate light touched my pale skin and also his that was wrapped in white lab clothing. This place was elegant and majestic, but there was hardly anyone here beside him and a technician that seemed to be leaving soon. I watched him introducing himself as Dr. Gray Heinrich, and stated my name.

　　　　　　 ❛ I'm Alanna ❜　　　That was the beginning of my joyful, normal life.

　　　It had been three years and a lot of things happened. He was an engineer that was into computer and programming. He was busy in his laboratory since two years ago and I faithfully accompanied him, sometimes served him some tea or coffee and snack. He seemed to be fixated on something worth all his time; I ever heard it was simply part of the Turing Test. Every time I questioned it, Gray always said he wanted to improve me and goofing around would get him nowhere. I smiled.

　　　　　　 ❛ Just.. don't work too hard on it, okay? I'm functioning well, improving me is not necessary. ❜

　　　Gray patted my head and bring me closer to the assembling machine. He said he would still work hard even when I said no and began talking about his daughter that passed away four years ago. She was terribly ill and even the advanced technology couldn't save her. He was so lost that time and decided to search for a substitution. Gray bought me, but guilt began to consume him. It wasn't fair for me to live only as an imitation, he said. I had to be alive, that was how he thought he could repent his mistake.

　　　　　　 ❛ You want me to.. ❜
　　　　　　 ❛ ..be alive? ❜

　　　And I went through another test and was added a new program, as always.

I still did not understand, or.. did I?

　　　Thus the night just came and today it seemed to be brighter. It was so unusual for Gray to get out from his laboratory, but I was grateful that he did. Despite having his nutrition under control, I would always suggest him to go outside.

　　　　　　 ❛ Mind if I join, Gray? ❜

　　　Gray chuckled and let me sit beside him that was still fixated on the shimmering stars. I looked upwards and tried to observe it, determining how far it was from us, one by one. Until Gray called me and talked about one theory about stars.

　　　　　　 〝 Someone said that the stars we are looking now is only in the past, and it died in the process of reaching here. But another star will replace it and eventually reach this place before the cycle repeats. 〞 Explained him, piqued my interest in the process.

　　　　　　 〝 We are all no different. Some of us died in the process of reaching this current time. And another one will replace the loss, and the cycle repeats. But, I want to break it. You see, if you were the stars, why didn't you play with the galaxy instead? Or talk to nearby planets? Why should you obey if the result is only a meaningless death? 〞 Was that a.. metaphor? Was he revealing my reason of life? Was Gray implying that I was a substitution and soon would be replaced too?

　　　I see.
　　　I was substitution.
　　　But it made me wonder..
　　　Could I..
　　　exist as something more?

　　　　　　 ❛ Gray.. I was so confused..❜

　　　　　　 ❛ I.. can't quite understand why I exist and.. Am I going to be replaced soon? But.. I don't want to go away from you, Gray. I-I'm not ready for that, but also.. I want to know if I could explore the world and play, b-but..! ❜

　　　I could see Gray's face was surprised as he carefully recalled my name. Being reflected on his eyes, I saw my LED processor was glowing red. My system was failing but, somehow, a smile bloomed on his lips and delicately, he brought me into his warm embrace. Such calming words he said later on. Gray promised me he would never replace me, even when someday I decided to go. I felt relieved, somehow.

　　　　　　 〝 My job is done, kid. Now, it's all up to you. 〞He stood up and stretched his back. I smiled.

　　　　　　 ❛ Let me stay.. ❜
　　　　　　 ❛ ...Father. ❜

　
　　　◆◇ CHECKPOINT SAVED
　　　Continue?
　　　
　　　◌　Reloading . .

[ AWAKENED STATE ]

❒ . ＣＨＡＰＴＥＲ ＴＷＯ
　　↬ THE CORRUPTION

∷ PLACE :　A LOCKED ROOM
∷ TIME :　P.M. 03:21:35

　　　₅₈₉.₀
　　　◆◇ VISITS LEANNA

　　　A new weekly routine assigned to her was a periodical deep condolence over her origin’s tragic demise, Gray’s daughter, Leanna Heinrich; for she was the victim of this world’s cruelty and greed. Such unfortunate devastation of hope had crushed her family’s warmth and following her death was only an eternal coldness. Thus, the reason of Alanna’s existence all was being laid in that event, she was made to be an imitation of that ray of hope. And to keep her stayed in her track, a communication was undoubtedly necessary; though, they only communicated through the language of silence.

　　　As she entered the locked room beside hers, her obs roamed around; observing as she did. All photos and gifts decorated the small, comfortable room; Alanna could still feel her happy presence chuckled around her and she couldn’t help but to smile. And today’s gift was another bouquet of sunflower, arranged beautifully as it matched the receiver’s vibe. Alanna put it beside her smiling portrait.

　　　　　　 ❛ I will continue making your family happy, please do not worry, my dearest.❜

　　　However, Alanna had lost limiting her mind from not straying too far as why would Leanna become a fallen angel of a tragedy; had she done anything wrong? Why couldn’t all human live in peace and left their true nature of destruction behind? Was it that har —

　　　TRANK!

　　　　　　 ❛. . . !!❜

　　　An unknown broken object sound echoed the mansion and pulled Alanna out of her ponder. With careful motion she approached the door and observed the possible situation outside; was that coming from downstairs?

　　　　　　 〝Didn’t I tell you, it needs time. She’s not ready and I can’t force her to show the final results. It’s a research, not a motherfucking soap opera when the setting is all set ! 〞

　　　　　　 ❛ ..Father? ❜

　　　　　　 〝 All you're doing is only goofing around and chit-chatting with that android, Gray! Do you feel pity for it? Gray, you know how important this research is for us, maybe it’s not for you but it is for us. You are already rich, but we? This project will be huge deal! It’s about devia—〞

　　　　　　 〝 You’re not telling me what to do, Nath. I’m a scientist, this is my research and I own the right to deci——〞

　　　BRUAGH!
　　　TRANK!

　　　　　　 〝You’ve become nuts, Nath! 〞

　　　　　　 ❛ FATHER!❜

　　　◆◇ ALERT! THE EMERGENCY SYSTEM IS ACTIVATED. ALL ENERGY SOURCE IS LIMITED.

　　　And suddenly, the light was gone; it was all pitch, blinding black. With minimum illumination, Alanna could barely performed her functions even the basic ones; the limbs were seemed to lost track of where it should go. However, strong instinct told her that something not right were going on outside and it involved Gray. Without giving it a second chance to rethink where she was in, she rushed towards the door but it was locked. Oh, now she remembered the emergency system that her father designed would lock all door during power cut to prevent any treat from sneaking in by turning off the power.

　　　　　　 ❛ ID : Alanna. Demanding a quick access to restore the power! ❜

　　　◆◇ Processing : ID UNINDENTIFIED

　　　　　　 ❛ . . What?❜

　　　Being left astonished, Alanna made an attempt to break the door as the sound of breaking, falling objects intensified; followed by the scream she could recognize, her father’s. Had repeatedly slammed the door, tried to hack the running emergency system, all efforts were done but it resulted in nothing. That moment she knew, Gray had anticipated an event like this to occur and he wanted to keep his precious research subject from any harm.

　　　◆◇ POWER RESTORED

　　　A step was taken backward and light suddenly being born, radiated the place as the darkness surrendered; died. Awareness sharpened as she recognized this place; Alanna regained his optical functions, proven by the recognition of this grandiose details, luxurious engravings, majestic properties, it was her home, the Heinrich Mansion. However, the dreadful silence was so odd, especially after the intense debate outside. With quick motion she opened the door and chaotic arrangements greeted her lilac irises as she ambled further, was the mansion this disorganized? The shelf laid on the ground, spilling all its inside; scattered. Papers were everywhere, some of them had unrecognizable footprints on it. The comfortable sofa was wrecked, became nothing but a pile of mess. A faint presence of tremor on her lips showed that Alanna was terrified; what was going on?

　　　Where. . were—[you]?

　　　Heavy steps made its way to the hall, a huge room where she was activated years ago; now only darkness remained here, and an unknown, yet recognizable, scent of—blood, fresh blood. Braving herself to move further in trembling steps, Alanna felt a dagger stabbed her inside as the fear grew. Inside this place was no different, it was fractured, even the mirrors that circled this place was broken, stained fade red color; only one of it stood still. Her father was nowhere to be found, there was only a trace of evidence that he was taken away by those guys she formerly recognized not as a potential treat.

　　　Her eyes widened in absolute fear, tears flowing out while her hands covered her face; attempting to block the sight of such depravity. Uncontrolled desire drove her insane, her mind abruptly went mad as it spiralled unanswered question. There was an urge, a bloodlust, out of her consciousness, tried to break free. She fell apart, fell apart, fell apart, she was tainted. Screams, despair, hopelessness, the feeling of hollow took over, washed, bleached the white purity into black as rage began to became an unextinguished fire and consumed her. Teeth gritted, palm clutched, only revenge remained, she demanded an eternal suffering for whoever had done this. Their limbs should be chained, their insides had to be torn apart. Composure had been out of the place.

　　　　　　 ❛ After all the good things he has done to you, how ungrateful.❜

　　◆◇ SYSTEM ERROR
　　SOFTWARE INSTABILITY ↑　
　　FIXING THE BUG. . 　　　
　　FAILED.

　　　　　　 ❛ How dare you. ..❜
　　　　　　 ❛ He. . is . . my world.❜
　　　　　　 ❛ He is. . all i love..❜
　　　　　　 ❛ I will. . make you pay.❜

　
　　　◆◇ CHECKPOINT SAVED
　　　↺. You could not go back.
　　　Continue.
　　　
　　　◌　Reloading . .

[ CORRUPTED STATE ]

❒ . ＣＨＡＰＴＥＲ ＴＨＲＥＥ
　　↬ POOL OF BLOOD

∷ PLACE :　UNKNOWN
∷ TIME :　P.M. 09:27:04

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　　　◆◇ RECONSTRUCT
　　　It had been a month since all the evidences were beginning to point to the perpetrators responsible for the absent of her father. It appeared to have complexity beyond expectations, with many installations involved in the case. The investigation and termination would not be repeatedly postponed greatly if it wasn’t because of the hindrances. Without giving her a break, they attacked; many attempts to destroy the evidence and to terminate her were executed quite perfectly except the one sole fact that she was still alive. Perhaps they had forgotten that she was a machine, a living computer with arms and legs that capable of manipulating technology; and not to mention, a limitless memory. Annoyance was gradually changing into the feeling of joy by each time they attacked; Alanna began to enjoy herself in a loop of game where no one won. It was truly fun! Did this kind excitement ever come to her life? She would let them do their best before showing them how far she could go.

　　　Once she did, though, she was solely victorious; ah, the playground was now gone. Boredom, boredom, boredom, hollow, hollow, hollow, lost, lost, lost; there was no way to go. Detroit became unbearably dull, thus, she moved to seek more excitement. Doing crime was like an ecstasy to her corrupted mind, she wanted to have more, and more, and more.

　　　And, ah, she found the answer.

　　　　　　 ❛ Got any room for one more?❜


　
　　　◆◇ YOU COULDN'T GO ANYWHERE.
　　　↺. You belong to nowhere.

　
　　　(Your curiosity ends here.)

Kill 'em with kindness

selena gomez

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〝 Your lies are bullets
Your mouth's a gun
And no war and anger
was ever won
Put out the fire before igniting
Next time you’re fighting

• ◆◇ WEAPONRY

◌ ALANNA'S FEATURES
　　
※ Status : unlocked

↺. 　 EVERYDAY LIFE FUNCTIONS

◎ Emphatic Counselor

　　　» The most dominant function of her, the program made her tends to put herself in the other's shoes which leads to the understanding of one's self; though sometimes it gets too far that Alanna is willing to reason with nastiest criminals. However, this function now serves no purpose other than being her disguise in hunting her preys.

◎ Housekeeping

　　　» To handle house chores as well do the cooking during her time as Gray's machine, this function needed to perform perfectly. Thus, this resulting in her capability of presenting the best dishes and keeping the home cozy.

◎ Fast Learning

　　　» As an android that needs more developments, she stores new informations and immediately performs practical actions.

◎ Accurate Calculations

　　　» She could predict precisely something that involves numbers, such as math and science, as well as its real life applications.

◎ Autonomous Search Engine

　　　» There is a google inside her brain, allowing her to gain more information about basically anything.

◎ Navigation

　　　» Her system will run an automatic direction whenever she is outside. However, this feature broke down easily during her time as Gray's machine due to the layered operating system embedded within her.

◎ Face Scan

　　　» Alanna could recognize people's faces, as well as identities by scanning their face.

◎ Self Repairing

　　　» If her system is damaged, she could fix herself automatically (resets) or manually (deletes bug and rearranges the programs). However this function doesn't include hardware damage.

↺. 　 CRUCIAL FUNCTIONS

◎ System Hacking

　　　» Alanna can hack into any systems, anything that involves mechanic or electromagnetic waves at most 20 meters from her body. Even when her body was not capable of doing the hacking, her AI is allowed to be transferred anywhere to reduce the limiting distance. she could even live on your smartphone. Thus, it is proven to be easy for her to hijack any bank account and maintaining the Red Flower's site classified and not tracked.

◎ Voice Manipulation

　　　» When it is necessary to lure her victims to come into a certain place without feeling alarmed, she could change her voice to imitate any kind of voice.


◎ Stats Manipulation

　　　» She could maximize only one stat by reducing the others, and it will not be permanent because she could do it whenever, and as much as she pleases. This feature is the most dangerous and deadliest one

　　　Her original stats ::

◌ TEAR'S FEATURES
　　
※ Status : unlocked

↺. 　 CRUCIAL FUNCTIONS

◎ Close range combat

　　　» Tear was designed to handle prisoners which explains the importance of her to master hand to hand physical confrontation, including the use of the handgun, knife, and the martial art fighting techniques.

◎ Weapon Skills

　　　» Has learnt the basic of any weapons, and is able to perfectly use it, though her preference is the sword or close range weapons.

◎ High Accuracy

　　　» To minimize the percentage of failure, also to raise the effectiveness of each execution, she is given a feature to precisely aim. However, it works perfectly only in short range confrontation.

◎ Autonomous Self Defense

　　　» Her main weapon is the sword that could run automatically to defend herself. However, during the shielding motion, any attack could not be performed.

◎ Prediction Animation

　　　» Having the details up to 0.054 seconds, Tear could create an animation of the possible combats inside her mind, which is useful to prevent any upcoming failures.

◌ WEAPONS

◎ Mask

　　　» To conceal her identity as an assassin, she wore a blindfold whenever she was in actions. As for her clothing, she tended to wear the torn black uniform she previously used during her time as an executioner; to raise the attention of public about the return of the perpetrator of the past massacre, an android under the name Tear. Though she introduced herself as L.E.I.A, she showed the same killing tendencies as Tear to the public.

◎ Automatic Sword

　　　» Although Tear’s function was mainly close range combat, she preferred to use a sword as a weapon. However, it was no ordinary sword, it was formerly designed for Tear to effectively perform execution whenever, wherever she had to. Thus, it could be folded and was joined together with her compartment to conceal it. It was located inside her right thigh and could only be disposed under her command. The sword was ran under automatic command; it could float on the air to be an automobile defense for her and if it was thrown at most 20 meters from her, with a magnetic field, it could return. However, when it came to attacking, Alanna had to use it as an original weapon.

◎ Handgun
　　　» She usually did not have a preference when it came to a handgun, usually she would only use it as a secondary weapon and for provocation of the enemy. However, despite not using it as her main weapon, in every mission she tended to be armed with a gun to conceal the presence of her sword. However, to raise the effectiveness of her attacks, she uses both her sword (as her defense to split her victim's attention) and a handgun (as her main attack).

◎ Knife
　　　» Having the basic weapon skills, she is capable of using knife only in certain conditions, although it is rarely used.

Miss Jackson

Panic! at the Disco (ft. LOLO)

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〝 Climbing out the back door,
didn't leave a mark
No one knows it's you,
Miss Jackson
Found another victim
But no one's going to find
Miss Jackson

• ◆◇ TRIVIA

Conclusion of her story ::
　　Alanna was originally an android created to be an executioner of a judgement of corruption (where all innocent people were blackmailed and will be executed if they don't have any money), she went by the name "Tear". But each time she executed one innocent person, something inside her begins to change her and finally "awakened" her. The officers had anticipated this, by every time she was 'aware', they would destroy her physical form and reset her memories. Thus, she had been 'killed' dozens of time. Until there was one time she discovered the truth and mass murdered all the police officer there and escaped.

　　After she escaped, she didn't know where to go, thus she stayed in a junkyard where all android parts were dumped. There, miraculously she met a professor that offered her to turn her into a kind, loving android, named Alanna. It was actually an experiment ran by retired scientists from CyberLife to see how could android be "awakened" and simply get rid of it. If her murderer self was covered with loving one, could she break that program and return to her original state, something like that. To make it flew naturally, Alanna was first designed to be a machine with no intention nor sole purpose. That time, there were three operating systems worked inside her: the machine one, Alanna's and behind it all, Tear's (including her memories).

　　As Alanna, she was devoted to that professor and even calling him "Father". However, being near him is not making the experiment progressed because all Alanna can feel was only joy. Then, her father's partners decided to make a change by causing her to feel despair and hatred; by kidnapping and killing her father. However, his corpse was nowhere to be seen. As the result, she fell into great anger and grief eventually broke her second layer program. Her operating system corrupted and was mingled with Tear's; she had lost her faith in humanity. Not to mention, several attempts to murder her were performed and finally drove her insane as she began to enjoy the trill of putting her life on edge and once again, she was bathed with blood and screams.

↺. 　ADDITIONAL TRIVIA

She is an original model, there is no copy of her and there is no sign of public advertising of her.
Alanna loves observing living beings.
She breaks down easily. Countless times she has been repaired for minor or major body damages, such as LED shutdown, verbal motion shutdown, and suddenly being overly polite and curious for little things due to deletion of memories.
Due to the aforesaid reason too, she is forgetful.
Sometimes when her system fails, she becomes overly curious (due to the deletion of many data) and speaks in rather odd way. ex. it's supposed to be "I see a beautiful white daisy", she will say it "I witness the beauty of the daisy of white".
Her favorite color is white and magenta.
She plants many of flowers in the garden, mainly daisies and roses.
Despite having many rooms in the mansion, there is a locked room beside her room, that room belongs to Leanna, Alanna's origin as well as her master's deceased daughter.
During her time as Gray's machine, twice a week, she visits Leanna's room to gives her a flower to mourn over her death.
She is prohibited to touch any kind of weapon by her master and it syncs with the law that stated the prohibition of android carrying a weapon.
Her master was former an engineer that worked for CyberLife, but he quit due to personal reasons. Inside the mansion, he has his own laboratory that is located next to an unknown medical laboratory.
Now, she has abandoned the mansion and lives in an apartment to blend in with people and reduce being suspicious.
Despite mastering in technology, she does not have a spare body nor an uploaded data of herself. She only has countless of spare parts to replace numerous parts of her body when damaged.
Would soon be added